Don't!

Dont too dependence to ur classmates or frens...after graduated, they al will go for their own ways! Too dependence, it's just makes u sufficate! So, jus like wat one of my classmate thought: will separately soon, dun put too much of love or regard.all dat will makes you feels hur t... I'm not strong enough as you all... gud in everythingg~ I'm just wat all they said a 'middle class' person' everything just normal...family, studies, knowledge, etc.


Just be who you are, scar! Well, I'm appreciative always. It's just...hope my next journey can be much better :) live simple brings happiness!

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peaceful sunday morning :DD

there is 8.33am-11/july/2010...it's time to wake up and prepare for tuition :) btw, mummy suggested having breakfast wit dad at town(me, mum and dad oli...bro and sis stil in sleping><) when im prepare well for tuition...''I having a bad bad day its bout the time i get my way steam rolling watever i see huh, despicable me!!....'' my phone msg alert ring :) msg shows '' khali jus msg me, today tuition cancel, nex tuition sunday 8.45-10.15am'' by erika~well, i stil planning to go out for my breakfast.In the same time, when i noe dat dad and mum gonna cleaning their shop after breakfast, which rent to other bt now, stop for business le :) thn, i've taking my magazine hehe(asian geographic) to spend my time whn they're cleaning their shop in town :D

whn taking breakfast, i've start discussing wit mum and dad bout architecture course(the course i plans to study afterward) :)) they both noe well my passion to archi.bt, i've afraid if i cant ever challege it, after read thru the taylor's boucher which kokloong took to me ytd ): whn studying architecture course...for tuition fee and material cost were an exception, a lot of trip to oversea was a requirement too...to learn their building structure, culture etc. ther was another stress to my family again.nid a lot of money to spend whn travelling ): bt my dad said dat if interesting wit it, go for it! those prob jus solve it wit adoptable :DD tis makes me smile :) i've felt full of hope in my future wit that moment :DDD

btw, my pocket money reached rm70++ within 10days.heheheX) cameraaa, plus mum given me d money...im coming to pick u bac home soon :PPPP hopefullly***

家人是什么？

羡慕...真的很羡慕！朋友的家人对学业的关心，这并不能怪谁，我家人并不是出身于有高等教育的人。当我越长大，受到越高的教育时，我的思想与我家人开始脱奎了...

今天， 是家长日...一开始我家人并不想去领我的成绩单。但我想到，都最后一年了...我用心念书...只希望我的家人能为我多注重我的学业一些就这一些。他们永远都在怀疑我的能力！不过，我没说出来。补习，我告诉他们...我有补习能不能来领成绩，那我就能早一些回家了。我很尽力得对我每个家人好~关心，不过在他们眼里是因为我的自私，才会这么做。我妈来学校领成绩，我发现她没坐下，便去告诉她能坐下。我的关心，我妈回答：“还要到几久？酱多人，我的顾客在等着我，我却在这等！”

我只能回答：“再等下吧~”不久，她直接告诉老师，我3点补习，我其实4点才补...好让我朋友的家长让位给她。当时的我，她没想过我的感受...级任没辙，只好让她领。当我的级任要给予一些劝告时，她只是很敷衍的带过。妈，我知道以前的你并没有受教育的机会。你不觉得当给什么劝告那学生就能进步...不过， 我只希望你能尝试去了解我所学习的到底是关于什么。我的强项，我的弱点...

我的级任肯定发觉怎样的家人就有怎样的女儿。我只想拥有一个家庭名誉不差的家庭，有那么难吗？！有时的我，真的很累了...为家庭，为朋友，更别说爱情！我想我还没有那个能力去拥有吧！ 累。泪

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stupid scarr~!!!! T.T

Imaging products

Hope can capture it by myself ):

Nikon DSLR D3000 (RM1700++)

Canon Powershot G10 (RM1700++) Semi Pro

Which 1 should i decide to own it?@@ any suggestion? ):

I plans dat after spm dat week can own it and can bring it on when graduated trip.hee :) mum allowed let me buy it :D today im counting my pocket money and dad joked me dat ''woah, so many money hor?'' and i said dat i want own a cameraa arr.btw, my mum heard it...and said dat she can buy it for me :D I'm happy for dat.bt i tryna to save up my money too.if dat wont bring any stress to my parents =) I decide to buy a camera, in case can had a lot of fun in photography and it useful in my future study tooo.hehee! I love creative photos captured by ori' due to the days i be fren wit who fulfilled of interested in photogarphy :DD

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(1st july)expo in school...taylors and UCSI din attend dat day....they disappointed me "( and definitely, i wont get any more detail informations bout the course im interested in their collegee.asked bout engineering courses...but i discovered dat im lack of interested wit dat course...and my 1st choice, architecture was the most challeging course.jus bcuz of it the combinaton of science and art.which nid a lots of building laws and theory.btw, nid creative and a mind wit 'thk out of the box'.every knowledge bout built nid cover it all.even civil engineering, QS, constrution management, etc. im stared wit it when teacher said dat oways solo to present ur project whn in studying. after that, im going to counselling room.For makesure whether dat were jus teacher's opinions or informations.Teacher counseller guide me a lots, and hav a different thking and talks bout dat...thn i knew for it...differ bout opinion and information.And i get a architecture course's student's number.and for sure im asked a lots of questions bout archi.btw, im searching some information bout archi via internet also...when im searching...my sis deliveried me a letter for ALFA college and i opened the letter's cover. I saw a lots of art&design courses dat makes me feel interested jus in between a few seconds! Beside of the position of listed architechture course there was graphic design and i started compare wit it.I had a though dat, if i choosed graphic design...i'll felt relax for me and job opportunities is realy had a large range compared to archi...and dat time, i'm decide 2nd choice was graphic design :) for sure, now im stil feel comfused bout in whether i should challege my 1st choice wit paid it or dun waste the fees and str8 go thru 2nd choice.wel, i din forget to concentrated my revision tooo :D future study, jus understading enough. now spm thn most important! without gud result how can go thru nice even best college U with scholarship.So, leave it for temporarily :P

challege it!

since monday (28th june)...im startin my revise.I realy stress for spm~even hope can past it all with jus close my eyes for a while.after finished school, lunch and shower...is the time for me to revis-ing.haha! guddd (: even usin mobile to online if realy bored whn doing revision, i found the advantage in mobile web le.dat's is wont keep drug in.heeeX) without data charge sure without and pic or photo to view also when surfing FB ") tis can keep me concentrated on my revision and wont leave my writing table and moved to pc table.(jus beside each actually) lol.hahaha! i thk i found the way to revise.jus nid some patient and concentrated to finish read all the sub's reference books...and then the time to do all the past year papers :D hope i can finish my spm wit a satisfield result le ><" hopefullyyy* god, all the effort i giving out...would those comes true?i believe it~will ^^ JiaYou-GahYao-Fighting scarr :D