I believe in your dream!

In my life, i had been knew about each of my single friends’ dreams.no matter in further study, future life or anything they dream for it.i’m always be the one who support them.i think maybe because of i know about the feeling when ignore by others so well?maybe (: but i’m appreciate that i won’t easily beat by their bad comments about my dreams from now.yet, it can ful-filled my desire?I fallling in love with photography since this year.BUT, i am doubting about does architecture in MY was same as what study in oversea, which full with creative, design, colours and freedom?Or just study all the BORED building law, material studies,calculus etc.less and less of creative thinking classes?since architecture can be separated to applied science and also architectural design.but, one of my friend will go to the college centre to get a right information about all that.and guess what, i’ll follow him to the centre tooo :DD and also get know the colleges’ environment as it is what i want for (: so how bout you, my friends? never give up to chase your dreams ya! :D because i’m freaking believe in your dreams, my dearest friends :DD

I decided to appreciate my secondary school life, without any regret! :D

My seniors even my brother said to me before, you will miss the time that you having fun with your classmates in secondary school when you're graduated and studying in college.

since i'm kinda curious about outside, kinda desire 'outside' life such as college life etc and also the one who can't wait to leave my school.

but TODAY, I have a sign/mind that i should appreciating my secondary school life (: because, i have an idea that i'll missing my class, school, friends, classmates very very much after i'm studying in college~

I get my mind when i'm shared my classmates' funny respond/situation that we having classes in school to my family member and also

when i'm counted the rest of dates which spm held on.hmmm, the answer i get is... we still only have 56++ days to go~ it's really shocked me D:

but, i didnt have study mood anymore.what i get is... i should appreciated the time when having fun with my friends/classmates (: my friends who read this post, please promise me about keep on contact even though we all are separate to our own way.we can still gathering in anywhere we like when we back to our hometownnn.Just like what our seniors done!

so, I WILL GO TO MY SCHOOL EVERYDAY, WITHOUT ABSENT :DDD I KNOW THAT I'LL NEVER REGRET TO DO SO! LOVE YOU ALL, APPRECIATIVE ALWAYS <33

so be an OWL...

no mood.my eyes are sleep-ly now.since yesterday i woke up for homework in midnight and 3am something like that just fall asleep.today having steamboat with my friends and didn't sleep in the certain time ( 7-10pm) now my eyes are damn sleep-ly even gonna close it but i just don't want to sleep.after steamboat, i feel more and more depressed, i think that's also the reason why i'm scaring about join any activities.sometimes some activities can cheers me up but sometimes can bring me down toooo ); I dunno why i'm depressed for....maybe friends, love, and my worse academic result? maybe all of them having problems in the same time.I scare alone, but i scare to join plp.but then what's you should do?

forget the past please.i beg for you,scarlett... show out your love for everyone around you NOW......

being a human is exhausting?

feel depressed recently.without reason？maybe have, but maybe causes by every part in my life?friends, academic etc.

when the time recess, i can sit on my place without anyone calling for recess together.how much i hope for my junior prefect won't called me down stair and just leave my classroom.and i rather

doing my homework in classroom alone.or maybe just because of myself?who don't wanna join my classmate...i just feel don't wanna join them?I had no idea about my mood~~ );

when recess time, i just walk along the paths in my school un-purposely and let's the god decide for me about who my schoolmate i'l be meet up and chit-chating until the recess time over.but, god treat me not bad too...along my walk, i had been met up many of my schoolmates even can chit-chat happily until the recess time pass 'flies' ~

Thanks god.(Omg, i gonna be a christian?@@) haha.having a nice day, my friends who viewing my post (:

就是因为你付出了全部，才会感到孤单。

Game Over!

I Lose! I trying to be perfect, but i failed.such a useless failure! I cant be the one who i hope to be.no, i didn't over perfective.i hope to be somebody else, somebody living in my real life too with her/him perfective neither ability nor outlook.It's possible to be, but i failed...nothing left to say.I totally FAILED!

我原本以为，爬得越高，跑得越远，就会越被受欢迎。真相，告诉了我这一切。我开始同情那站在最顶端的人们了。你们害怕，感到寂寞，但老天对你们永远是公平，真的。别理会人际不人际，幸福不幸福。它如果要来，它自然会来到你面前...

我开始感到憎恨，我要新生活，我要爱我的人，我要我想要的，我不要羡慕他们有多好多本事！我累了，我的梦想，我向往的生活，我将来要的，我开始没力气再去追求了。为什么支持的人每一次都比冷嘲热讽的人少！不管看多少激励刊物，不管有几多次常常提醒自己别放弃，今天我累了。我不晓得明天、后天、还是未来，我还有没有力气...我完全没头绪。